She says to lean into the crack

I was woken by a voice
that moved so slow it took three thoughts to catch it
she was telling me to
slow...
everything...
right...
down...
So I stopped
paused
felt the frequency shift in my core
and gave up resisting.
It hurt still
in my heart and in my centre
and I still had tearful questions -
why?
and where does this path lead to?
Why do you tempt me
and then take it away?
What is it you want me to learn?
But she just let me sit with it
and kissed my tears with the sun
and reassured me
This is the path you are meant to be on
And you cannot see its conclusion
But I promise you
The fruits and flowers you will pluck along the way
are worth this discomfort
for they are its result.

Trust me
even as it hurts
For there is love, peace and justice
flowing your way
but you must be ready to receive it
and I am preparing you.
Just lean into the crack
feel it shiver
and open yourself to the pain.
Expose your fears
and as you pass through the disturbance
and feel it rip through you
you will experience the exquisite beauty
of uncondtional love
over and over again.

Nothing you give up
will stay long absent in your life.
If you give it up freely
it will return to you ten-fold
in a different form.
So trust me
breathe deep
keep dancing
and life will flow through you
as it is meant to.

You carry life
Learn now how to manifest it
hold it
grow it
and pass it on to others.